Spirit of Pentacles
The universe wants you to know that it is important for you to directly face what needs to get done. You have been avoiding it, and this is causing you to resent the whole situation and lose sight of your values. Remember to act with integrity and speak your needs clearly. Does that mean you might have to just tell the people counting on you "no"? Does this mean you have to ask for help? You are going to feel a huge sense of relief and accomplishment once you stop avoiding this, even if it doesn't look like you imagined it would. Once you clear this off of your mental burden list, you will feel much more open and prepared for a much more interesting opportunity. Prepare your mind for the future and just get this all in the past.